I think that I have an admission to make, however i am severely avoidant plus I think that it’s a problem.
I do not believe I ever realized before in my life how much I worked to stay away from things that made myself and others uncomfortable.
If a relationship gets difficult I stop speaking. If I get uneasy about going to a certain site, I don’t want to attend. If I realize that I truly cannot kneel to live through another ice cold winter, I leave the area, however this has been my method for the next few years, anyways. I decided a while ago that I was weary of existing through a horrible midwest winter. The ice cold air un-even temperatures, continual darkness, and very abundant snow entirely were not suiting myself and others anymore. I decided to transport across the country plus live in the hot and sticky South so I could stay away from a real Wintertide season. Sadly, this also had the effect of distancing myself and others from all of my friends plus family. These nights, I am considering moving back to the Midwest where I will have to suffer through uneven air un-even temperatures plus unpredictable climate changes. The only thing is, I still do not believe that I can kneel the brutal Wintertide season. I am so sick and tired of worrying about forced air furnaces, space heaters, plus extra fireplaces to stay warm. I have decided that I am going to find temporary rentals for the Wintertide so I can still evade the ice cold un-even temperatures plus HVAC reliance when the next bitterly cold season rolls around, then now, all I need to do is find a long-term rental that includes energy efficient heating.