I wonder at times if I should have gone a different path

I live a fairly easy life nowadays. I have no youngsters, no car, no toys, and no wifey. I know I have kept it this way to give me extra freedom in my life. There can be loneliness too though, which is the hardest part of my easy lifestyle. I have no youngsters calling me on my birthdays either. I know there are pluses and minuses to either type of lifestyle, so you basically decide on your path and travel in that direction. I have relatively good friends with youngsters who are totally cheerful and other good friends with youngsters who are miserable and fatigued. My Heating and Air Conditioning machine specialist seems to be very gratified with his wifey and numerous youngsters. He’s always talking about them and the things they did recently and occasionally I tend to feel jealous. I can just see him and his family sitting around the fireplace in his cozy lake residence laughing and linking with one another. It makes me wonder occasionally if I would have been more thankful with a lifestyle like his but I guess will never know. He took me to his lake residence the other day and showed me the latest Heating and Air Conditioning machine technology that he installed. His lake residence is always nice and hot in the ice-cold seasons and I wonder how much he spends on his power bills each month. Maybe he knows so much about heating and cooling machines because he has to task so much to afford this type of life he’s living. I don’t know I would have the energy to do what he does, I’m more of a monk deep inside to be honest.


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