I’ve been having some inner turmoil over neglecting my dreams so it is time to solve the problem. I’ve been meditating a lot lately to try to calm this negativity and discover where it is coming from. I work each day for the local contractor and when I get home I can feel a sense of anger welling up in me. I believe it is from not doing what my heart is telling me to do, most likely because of fear and a lack of motivation. I need to keep working at the heating and cooling business each day to pay my bills but I also need to lean in the direction of my dreams so they don’t slip away and turn me into a bitter old person. I’ve seen this happen with many people, becoming bitter because of the regrets they’ve piled up over time. My HVAC rep friend is a really good listener and he has also helped me understand where my anger comes from and how to address it. I am going to take some steps in the direction of my dreams and see if this anger subsides. I guess I just got distracted from my mission and got a little lost along the way. My HVAC expert friend helped me so much because at least now I know what I have to do to feel better about myself and dissolve some of this anger. I’m still learning about life at the ripe old age of 55, and I am also very grateful I got the job at that HVAC company and met my friend.